"As swimmers dare
to lie face to the sky
and water bears them"

—Denise Levertov, The Avowal

Most of us were not taught to float. We were taught to keep moving—to stroke, to kick, to maintain effort so as not to sink. The idea that the water might actually bear us if we stopped working so hard against it can seem counterintuitive, even dangerous. Stopping, in that framework, feels like going under.

Levertov's image is precise and physical. The swimmer who dares to lie face to the sky has to trust something they cannot see—that what is beneath them will hold. That trust may not be passive. It may require the active release of the effort that was, until then, the only thing that felt safe. What the poem suggests is that the bearing was always available. The daring is the willingness to find out.

Wendy Etter

Wendy Etter is a graphic designer living in Portland, OR.

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